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Thank heavens I'm not quite 40...yet. One more year and I'm not sure why it bothers me so much. Turning 30 was a piece of cake...but next year, the big 4-0 will be entirely different. Perhaps I'm more aware, most likely, my life is half over - maybe even more than half over. I guess the best thing I can do for myself is live the last year of my 30's being confident in myself and who I've become up to this point.

So for now - I'm simply celebrating the "decanniversary" ...

I've so lost my mojo. Like many INFJs I've gone through the phase (basically my entire life) of trying to understand people. Just when you think you've got it down you realize there's one key player who is seemingly impossible to understand. Yourself.

Reflecting on myself today I'm wondering what my life's motivation is? Where do I find it? Did I ever have it? That leads me to empowerment, passion and drive; all of which escape me at the moment. Life right now is about the ...

I've been involved with threads on the topic of original thought and I've come to the conclusion there is very little "original thought" going on in the world. Why do I ponder this? I want to write a book, I'm seeking an original topic but I don't want something that has been done before. I'm not interested in the typical romance novel, nor do I wish to mull over a topic viewed in so many angles it makes us all dizzy (think vampire-mania). So where do we go in our minds to come up ...

...no wonder I have such a hard time making decisions. After replying to a few posts out there in PerC land I'm realizing I am accepting of so many things. Thoughts, ideas, concepts, opinions...I appreciate them all, I really do. When I take my emotion out of the equation I can understand where just about anyone is coming from. Maybe I just don't have the passion to say..."Yes, this is what I think and nothing will change my mind"? I'm not really sure I completely absorb what makes ...

Unless you consider the interesting people watching...Vegas is not my idea of a relaxing vacation. Entirely too many people, waaaaay too much noise...far too much stimulation. I suppose if I weren't so caught up in the rat race, getting to and fro, trying to squeeze as much "fun" in the little time I'm there...then perhaps I could sit back and do a little people watching. Even then - my mind spins just thinking about the sheer number of people to take in. It's soooo nice to be home ...