Well, I was suppose to be in my debate team, entering a competition. But it has to be today, people told me that the competition is TOMORROW.
Absolute perfection, stretghen the point that I am totally disconnected.
I'm weary, I want to be in a special school. Or, I dont want to be in school, any education institution at all. I want to be at home, writing, getting paid because of my writing, and live the life that I've favor for a very long time. Complete solitary, with no one
So...I've been here since October, and this place is like my personal oasis, my getaway from life's demand.
I think I should be more open to other people, I've tried and failed. I'm done trying. I just cant be on the same level with other people. No pun intended.
Its frustrating to me be surrounded with such boring people, and be guilty for mocking them inside my head.
I'm in college now, I thought everything will change. Guess again, Viviane. It sucks just