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[SIZE=1][B]I'm glad to let this year go.[/B]

[I]To start out the year, I got a single pair of shoes. AirWalks that look a lot like Converse, to be exact. I will be wearing these shoes, every day, for an entire year. Even if they break, even if they get torn, even if they wear out to the point of no return. Every day until the end of the year. With these shoes, everywhere I go, so will they. They will be like a map, a spectacle of all the places I've been, With each shoeprint I cast, it will be like a map of this year of my life. This is my New Year's Resolution. I hope to have a physical object to have of my journey, and when the 31st of December of next year comes, I can look at them and say that I now where I've been, I know where I am now, and I know where I have to keep going. [/I]

[I]The Last Resolution I have is to stop myself from caring and worrying so much about what other people think, especially at school. I've felt so restricted because I worry about what other people will think, and try to be just like them to ft in. The sad truth is, I'm never going to fir in. I shouldn't allow other people to make me feel so sick and stressed all the time. I don't care or know more that 90% of these people. The only ones I should be worrying about are the people I care about, like my family and my best friends, not them, If I want to wear a ridiculous outfit, I will. If I want to wear my hair in a certain style, than that is exactly what I will do. If I like a song or piece of art nobody else likes, who cares? If they are going to judge me anyway, and aren't going to go out of their way to talk to me in the first place, I shouldn't be trying to hard to impress them because nothing is really coming out of it. And sure, this all works in theory, but I'm going to put it in action. I've become so sick of it that I'm going to be as odd as possible just to prove I can. [/I]

[I]I'm am going to study the things I want to study, especially outside of school. I am going to learn something new every day for an entire year. This includes multiple trips to the library and hauling a small backpack around with things I'll need, such as my Macbook and possibly a little notebook to record things in. will study religion, and become experienced and well learned in the arts. I will learn a new language this year, perhaps. And maybe, maybe if I want to, I'll study a book of math and algebra just for the hell of it. I am going to focus on what I want to this year, and I hope this won't die half through. [/I]

[B]Viktoria.[/B][/SIZE]