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Dear Someone,
I know you probably don't care.
I know you're probably busy watching TV or dealing with your own problems, or maybe you're busy laughing and chasing butterflies. Maybe you spend afternoons in the grass, smelling the sun and tasting life.
Maybe you don't have time to worry about me.
But I'm going to pretend you care. I just want someone to hear me, honestly.
I don't expect you to understand or care or even listen.
I'm just hoping that you ...

I had a dream. INFPs will like this one. I jazzed it up.

There was a girl who could turn into a butterfly, but no one would believe her. Her body and hands ache from turning into a butterfly. When she is a butterfly, she is free, beautiful, and happy.
She was brought to a home where they tried to restrict her from turning into a butterfly. She was sad and hurt that she is being forbidden to be what she is supposed to be. She cried and cried. Everytime she tried to turn into ...

I'm writing this from an alcove of bed sheets and pillows. I have to be quiet. My sister us in the bed next to me. We're twins. We share a room and there are lots of posters in it. I lent her my favourite book, 'The Perks of Being a Wallflower', and I was worried she wouldn't like it, and she'd make fun of me, and I was worried she'd love it, and want to talk all about it with me, and try to be like Charlie, the main character. It's not the kind of book you talk about wih someone. So that's why ...

Don’t know why these tears are falling
Know that it is your name I’m calling
Do you hear me through the darkness?
I cry for you
Voices in the shadows whisper your name
They are trying to make you go insane
I see you running into the light
I cry for you
Your pain is like a thick smoke
Causing even you to choke
Death is a sweet addiction
I cry for you
I see you at the end of your rope
No more dreams, no ...

Today I have floated through my so called existence in such a way where I feel perhaps I may not even be here at all. Very few people have truly noticed me, I haven't been very talkative, or smiley or happy. And it seems even my friends have hardly noticed my existence as I passed by them in the halls at school until I was literally right on top of them.

I didn't talk in class, and pretty much just sank into my chair and took notes, instead of being part of the discussion, which...made ...