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So, I made some observations about myself around this cycle. Apparently when I have PMDD/PMS, my Fe goes through the roof. I could feel everything, and everyone felt so against my skin today. All I did was go to the shops to get some Christmas presents...go get some food, and some coffee. Everyone/thing was just so overwhelming. I was near in tears by the time we went to go home.


I don't think that ...

I have been wanting to put this into words for a really long time. I know I'm too tired to really do an adequate job; but I just have to get it 'out' so I can put it to rest.

I can't seem to express the depth of 'overwhelm' I feel at least once a week when I consider the sheer magnitude of the earth
and the huge number of people living on it. When I visit PerC and read posts by people whose username is new to ...

I've thought this before, but sometimes the realisation just strikes me. I think all my life I've pretty much been too overwhelmed to really do anything with myself. Like, on a grand scale, like goals, like doing something with my life. Actually this is pretty well demonstrated in smaller scale for me when I'm trying to make a decision about something and cannot choose between the options. I have to do all or nothing, so usually I just don't choose any of the possibilities.

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Bahhhh I'm plagued by a thousand interesting thoughts despite an ominous deadline; I have to be ready for my organic chem exam by 6:15!

Okay, I guess I'll boil down my existence into some key points to be discussed and contemplated later. Just so I don't explode.

• I read four chapters for my psychopathology class and it's altered my way of perceiving things in my life alarmingly quickly. Psychology is one of the few sciences I wasn't obsessive about until

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This week has been nuts.

I sense my life accelerating into something real and it's overwhelming. My academic career has begun and I'm dizzy from all of the opportunities this step entails. My social life has been reborn from the pitiful self-inflicted isolation of last term, bringing about new problems and decisions to be made.

It's also time for me to think of a career, and how I can make an effective plan to accomplish my professional goals. I know I need to be a scientist, ...