SteffiQueenOfTheNerds

This is a just a simple rant or possibly a truth that I wanted to let out about myself.
Also it gives me an excuse to write in the blog section, hell if people can have blogs why can't I?

It always was a dream of mine to be known, just to have recognition that I was even alive. I once thought that when I grew up that I was going to be famous. Just somehow my face was going to grace the billboards of the local streets.

This was completely stirred around in my head for so many decades until I began to gain weight and I thought that I was no greater than a pill bug.
I realized that the world wasn't like a fairy tale. Life doesn't occur in perfect harmony nor does it end in a happy ending like in Cinderella. Or at least to the fat and ugly girl that sat in the loser's throne.

For years, my mind took me to the darker place of negativity that life Would end more like Napoleon Dynamite, just swinging around a volleyball until your credits roll and they throw you into the dirt grave.

Why do people lose hope in their dreams?
What, in fear that it might actually happen?
Is it because people just don't have the initiative and hope that a human can do anything when they put their minds to it.

You know what?

No, even if you never even accomplish what you dream of, isn't it worth it that you tried?
The journey is the part that one should enjoy the most isn't it?

Why have people stopped dreaming?
Why are they just in a place of inconsistency, where imagination is dead and the government is allowed to control their minds with money?


My heart still acclaims to be famous, to be able to bring people humor and joy through my works. I don't want to die as a statistic, I want to be able to lie down in my death bed knowing that I brought joy to people all over the world.

But that ends my rant for that, this loser just wants for people to keep dreaming.
Aim for the stars, because you are the only one who can do it for yourself!


(Don't mind me, I just got done listening Elvis Presley's If I can Dream) Why not dream?