Welcome to la la land...

I will try to never again do any of these things.

-Be a doormat for other people
-Act dumb
-Dislike anyone in my family who I know is good
-Make friends based on popularity
-Let injustice slip by
-Lose faith in God
-Lose faith in my ideals
-Label myself
-Label other people
-Take people for granted
-Keep feelings out of the equation under stress to prevent conflict, because this eats away at me
-Feel a need ...

So I was thinking about my future. (Trust me, this gets more interesting as it goes on, okay?) It came to me that I don't care about my grades. This semester I got a 3.5. Sounds okay-ish, right? I knew I have a lot more potential. I don't mean to sound elitist at all, but I know for a fact I can do a lot better than most kids later on in life. I was lost in a world of options that could be my priorities in life.

I was thinking, why could I be doing THIS when I could do so much more? ...