SenhorFrio

so once again i had a crush on a girl where i'm from and it didn't work. you know why it happenedbecause she was nice to me, i over reacted to positive signs iek basically she liked a few of my facebook status' and i fell in love with her(wow that sounds so lame)but i had the courage to ask her and i took the rejection as well as i could- which is fairly well because it happens so often to me. honestly this time i tihnk i've considered every decent girl in my area/age group(i live in a small town)and it hasn't worked and i've said it so much but i'mjsut gonig to try and not bother with it.maybe soemday i'll move and find someone(which sucks becasue i love it where i live) or maybe i'll even find osmeone on the interent or something
I could never give up on love if i tried- it's reallythe only thing i actually believe in-i don't believe in relegion,karma,fate,future telling or aything like that just love- but the shame is love is useless unless it's shared and real. i've been this way since i was 13 basically half the tiem i think it's a fucked up desire for cceptance but i sjut rationalize that"love is the ultimate emotion"and it is.
like i said i could never give up on love if i tried