midnightstar

Haunted

I see you constantly in my sleep
Your face haunting my memory
Staring right into my soul
Knowing you're not here with me

You're always there waiting for me
Lurking deep in my subconscious mind
Waiting for me to fall asleep
Watching for a chance to appear

A new day dawns once again
Another day without you here
I'm wandering around in a daze
Not understanding you any more

I'm haunted by your face every night
Wishing I could forget you for now
Wanting to forget you're not here
You took my heart with you when you left

You left me all alone once more
This is something I can't forget
I can't forget your face
I can't forget what you did to me

I see you every night when I sleep
You're always there watching me
Never letting me forget you
Your presence is always there

I feel you there all the time
Lurking deep inside my soul
Physically you are long gone
But your presence will never leave

Light in my Life

You're like the sun
Shining down on me
Brightening up my life
Making me see clearly

You're like the stars
Shining into my life
Lighting up the night
Keeping the dark at bay

You're like the wind
Blowing the dust away
Removing the dirt from my life
Making my life perfect

You're the light in my life
Brightening up my day
Making the nights less lonely
Just by being here with me

Please Don't Leave

What did I do to make you leave?
Why can't you stay with me?
Why did you say you loved me
When you didn't really care?

Did I do something wrong?
Why are you walking away?
Leaving me here all alone?
Please don't leave me like this

Please don't walk away from me
I need to know the answers
Please tell me if you can
Please don't leave me this way

"You'll find someone else" they say
But I don't think that's true
You're the one I really need
Please, I beg you, please don't leave

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I think of you
Every night and every day
Wishing you were here with me
Wishing you’d never gone away

I know I’ll never see your face again
Only in my dreams
What’s happened is really plain
You’ve gone away and won’t be back

I wish you’d come back to me
The cruel thing is I know you won’t
Please listen to this plea
Please tell me what happened

All I’ve got left now
Is a memory of what was and could have been
The what, why, when, where and how
What might have been if you’d only stayed

Black Walls

The black walls of depression
Close around me once again
Blocking out the sun
Causing another flood of pain

There's no light to be seen
Everything I know is going or gone
Love is only a distant memory
Although life has to go on

The darkness washes over me
Taking with it my light
It's a dark world now
Preventing me from feeling all right

The world doesn't feel right any more
It's fading away before my eyes
There's no way out of this mess
So I look up at the skies

The sun peeks through the clouds
Just for a moment pushing the blackness away
Bringing a light into the tunnel
Encouraging me not to stray

There's just a glimmer of hope
Something to focus on
Light at the end of the tunnel
It's always darkest before the dawn