I am pretty good at keeping my goals.
I got lazy this time. 1. I need to be virtuous.
There are a few mistakes I made this past year in count of me not caring.
So its time to clean out the bad and uplift my soul.
I will work on these because I am not happy with myself.
I am not balanced right now. 2. I will go to Guatemala and visit the
i dont know but recently my head seems to hurt more.
im just very frustrated by the way things have turned out. im only 21 but i feel like i have waisted a lifetime.
i wish i could think. i have been left in a cage for the past two years doing the same work day in and day out and it gets to me. everyday i deal with a negative angry and racist man. everyday i get talked down to. everyday by someone i am told i am stupid.
i do the monkey work no one else
I don't really do the whole "resolution" thing, nor do I get it. I think I tried once when I was around 16 and that didn't end well. My lame attempts in the past to go for the gold came out bronze, or worse. I assumed that this year would be different, but not so much (It's only the second day of the year, I'm aware, I'm making reference to how I'll feel months from now). I do plan to take risks this year as far as my writing is concerned. I'm hoping that blogging out my feelings on the
New Year Resolutions
1. Remember that understanding in others is not as important as in oneself.
2. Do not try to be comprehended by others.
3. Say what I know is correct, leave faith for comprehension more so in the hands of others.
4. Do not crave criticism as much this year.
5. Write Chapters 10-17 via four broad drafts and two comprehensive rehashs by June. Finalise manuscript drafts by Christmas.
What better way to start the new year than by looking to the past year and determining what needed work and what was satisfactory (although satisfactory is a crummy standard)? Okay, I can't think of anything else to do, so yeah, that is about the best I can do. Let's see what I can remember.
*Do not get attached to someone online, for any purpose.
*Speak to be understood.
*Do not expect everyone to be competent in math/science/technology topics. In
Updated 01-01-2009 at 01:49 PM by Nightriser