As a result of self-reflection regarding a life lesson that has haunted me, perhaps my whole life long, which is 'how to not be used and/or manipulated and/or controlled by people' i have decided the answer is 'fuck that shit, i am me, and if you can't handle it, get gone'.
A little hard-core coming from myself, but if i can't escape being putty in such people's virtual hands on an internet forum, i'm doing something wrong.
So here I am. I'm going to be me, first and foremost,
Having missed a month or two of Personality Cafe activity has left me feeling kind of out of the loop.
Anyway, I am working two or three jobs right now (except I just had a no call, no show at one of them, which I'm thinking of quitting anyway, so, yeah, that would probably take me back down to two jobs until school gets back in again...), which is good because I'm sick of being broke.
You will note that the above paragraph is kind of rambling and incoherent. This one
Well, i don't know if i should take that as a blow off or not. Limbo sucks unless there are bikini girls and reggae music.
I realize the answer here is easy. Take the empirical evidence and go with the answer. But....but but but.....
I don't know how hard/far to push. I end up seeming like such a creeper when i pursue aggressively. I'm just not suave.
The problem with knowing what you want, is protecting your heart and keeping your options open until
So I'm editing it out.
Updated 10-11-2009 at 09:49 PM by WolfStar
I can't delete?