I have to remember this. I should remember this. Being put on 3 different medication, being freaked out, limp-dicked..all because of avoiding physical exercise, or putting it off for days, weeks, and months...for years. Either 3 months I'll be off the meds and finally in charge of my health, or waiting for another couple of months of being Dependant on chemicals, limp-dicked.
To be surrounded by beauty, is to feel closer to heaven, to believe you have the freedom to make anything possible.
Most people don't change who they are, what they do change, is the intensity of their behaviour.
If the road to hell is paved with good intentions, what is the road to heaven paved with?
Originally Posted by BranchMonkey Tangled feeling of muscle pain, lethargy, the IT-Band pain that flares, confusion... Dreading bed prep. And I know I've ranked getting off the two medications--one at a time--correctly as highest, no matter what: I can't succeed at reaching other goals until they are low, and then flushed as completely out of my system and replaced by other coping tools, so I'm feeling the natural resistance to pain and malaise, the rest, along with determination--though this time of night it's resignation--to see
Maybe I'm getting to be an old fart - it seems to me that most people these days are becoming steadily less-and-less useful from the get-go.
Is this a generational thing?
When I was young, going to university was the pinnacle. If you went to university you were shit-hot. (I did not go to any university - my parents couldn't afford to send me.)
These days, you go to university and you are not shit-hot. You are barebones basic, absolute minimal worth as a person.
Improving the Se Perspective
Se encourages you to observe and interact directly with interesting facts and details in the external world. The Se perspective values:
1) maintaining flexibility for adventure and full engagement with the world,
2) resourcefulness in making the most out of opportunities, and
3) appreciation for the positive aspects of life as they exist in the present. Work on understanding why these things are important