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I downloaded the beta today, and I fucking love it! Its so amazing, yet after two or three rounds I just put it down and stop playing for a while. I wonder why that is.

What do you do,
when your muse is gone?

Perhaps you sit and watch the dawn?

If scenic dazzle bears no strength,
perhaps a massage of great length?

If touchy feely isn't your thing,
perhaps you tie on your apron strings?

If a chef, you are not,
perhaps you lace up and go for a trot?

Or, are you like me,
and be quite lazy.

I can have a blog too!!! As if lurking around the forums half the day and rambling on and on in posts doesn't give me an outlet... I can come here and just talk to myself.

That's awesome. I talk to myself anyway. But the voices assure me that I'm totally ok and how they really do like me.

So, now I will just have to continue to share.... even if it's only with myself.

NOTE: I'm not in a bad mood right now...I'm in thoughtful state of mind thus creating this wierd rambling crap...you probably don't want to read it...RUN AWAY NOW

Sometimes I sit down and think and wonder about what the world sees me as. I don't like to judge people, but I certainly judge myself...harshly at that. As I sit and wonder, I contemplate whether or not my speculations about myself are really true or if they get over-exaggerated by my mind. I try to see myself through ...

Ecclesiastes 3:1
^1 For everything there is a season, and a time for every purpose under heaven:
^2 a time to be born, and a time to die; a time to plant, and a time to pluck up that which is planted;
^3 a time to kill, and a time to heal; a time to break down, and a time to build up;
^4 a time to weep, and a time to laugh; a time to mourn, and a time to dance;
^5 a time to cast away stones, and a time to gather stones together; a time to embrace, and a time to refrain ...