sometimes i wonder...do i have multiple personality disorder?--that is bcz in different situations, my behaviour undergoes drastic changes... sometimes i concentrate on "saying the right things" while in other times i do only what i want to and not wht i "should". so i ask myself, which is the true me? which one is the mask? why do i wear any mask at all?? to be accepted? does it really matter to me if an ex-teacher likes me less? yet...i ...
As I already mentioned in my "mood now" column...the feeling I am experiencing right now is confusion... as lame as that might sound...its is true.... filled in my personal details...edited the profile pic (making sure i use one of the rare pictures where i look presentable), sent a "friendship request" to one of my best friends...and now? now what? i have to write out blogs right? like the one i signed up for in blogspot...hmm...cant even maintain ...