So I rarely remember my dreams but two of the dreams I remember from the last 6 months have been violent, Negative and downright scary.
It worries me slightly that even though I watch very few murder mysteries, I am a kind accepting person who would never kill a mosquito I have had vivid scenes of me hurting someone else in my subconscious in my dreams.
I had reasons - I was being attacked by a knife, and crushed up glass wielding maniac in one - after a ridiculous
when I was 7 I was a model for a family friend who is an illustrator. He used photos of me on a carousel as a basis for a little girl in his sculptures.
I went and interviewed him in October last year for an assignment and he offered me one of the sculptures, I was so lost for words and when I found them again all I could say was yes.
His illustrations are 3D sculptures which are then the photograps are used for the book illustrations.
a post about a boy, Timing, and self awareness.
As explained in my last blog post "home sweet home". There is a boy I like, We have quite a bit in common, both exploring similar ideas in our Christian spiritual journeys. I have met his family, and they are lovely, more comfortable every time I meet them. He makes me ridiculously happy and comfortable.
Right now in my life I am at a complete stage of uncertainty, I just finished my course, I am unemployed
Im sitting on my mums laptop, In 38 degrees (Celsius). Appreciating the fact that I am sitting alone in my loungeroom. The story here is last night I stayed at a friends house. It was a different experience.
I have known this man for 5 years now, actually seeing each other once a year at a big church camp. He felt strangely comfortable right away, just gave off trustworthy vibes or something. I rarely trust people with the big stuff that is important to me, but strait away we were