lifeisanillusion

I don't know what to do. I can't, or rather, will not let go of her. I will tell you how this cambe about and what brought it on recently. This going to be raw and I'm going to try not to filter any of my thoughts and feelings and write exactly what they are. I was on Facebook a few nights ago and looked her up. Her profile had three pictures and I took a look. When I was going out with her she was a bit heavier, not fat, but overweight. She was also pulling her hair out at the time. She had a baby ...