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I think I'm winding down my time here. The reasons that brought me here are dwindling. The parts of my life that were not all I wanted and that I tried to avoid via this escape are looking better than they used to. The feelings I shared here have blown away. The annoyances and muddled contention that is ever present here is now louder than the interest or the learning. Those who I might feel truly upset to leave behind are already in touch with me outside. Maybe it really is time to pull the ...

I love this quote by Edna St. Vincent Millay
"Renascence" [1912] last lines:

The world stands out on either side
No wider than the heart is wide;
Above the world is stretched the sky, ---
No higher than the soul is high.
The heart can push the sea and land
Father away
On either hand;
The soul can split the sky in two,
And let the face of God shine through.
But East and West will pinch the heart
That can not

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I'm reading an enneagram book: "The Career Within You: How to Find the Perfect Job for Your Personality" by Elizabeth Wagele and Ingrid Stabb. Wow - - as far as their descriptions go - I'm quite a bit of a 4! I think my Fe and my 'J' make me relate to type 2s and 1s but in the context of this book relating to the workplace - everything it says about what 4's experience in the workplace is sooo me!


I really think that my upbringing, as the oldest of 7 children ...

I'm actually probably going to be 'away' from PerC for a while with the busy-ness of the school year in full-swing. We've got lots of volunteering, activities, dance and music lessons and homework etc. and I just feel I get 'sucked in' here and can't stay focused. If anyone wants to shoot me a line feel free to e-mail me at myprivacy30@gmail.com. You can also email me there to request an invite to my private blog if you want. I may also post on my small youtube channel now and then too if you want ...

This is in response to the earlier venting post I made here.

I sat down with my journal last night after INTP hubby came home and dinner and homework time was done. The subconscious must have been ready to give up it's secrets because pinpointing the 'sadness' was easy - just a floodgate waiting to be nudged! Yesterday morning my girls left with their 'carpool' in the morning without giving me a final hug and kiss so I came to the front door and called after them 'bye guys'. They ...