I don't know if I'll ever finish anything in time. I hope I'm not setting unrealistic expectations for myself. There so many stories I want to share, but I can barely write a paragraph to my satisfaction. It takes me forever to decide on how I'm gonna say things, I just can't see how I'm gonna get all these stories done. This pace really needs to speed up, but how? What can I do to pick it up?
So many activities running in my head. Not getting a lot of writing done though. Studying a bunch of different subjects. Need something fresh in my life right now, because everything I've been doing now feels old. I'm gonna have to look for that something fresh, because I have a feeling it's not just gonna fall into my lap. Maybe it will be another community, maybe it will be another hobby. Who knows? Everything I do right now feels old. I want new material in my life now. Maybe I'll look up a list
I'm working on my text-based interactive novel, and I realize I have a lot of learning about RPGs if I want to implement an RPG system in it effectively. So I'm reading articles about RPGs and game design theory, and on the side I'm reading classic literature to brush up on my storytelling abilities. I'll tell you how my progress goes.
My writing doesn't feel fulfilling to me. I just get a very vague sensation about my ideas right now. I need to chase something new, I think. I don't know what it is I need to chase, however.
My relationships aren't going pretty well. They aren't disappointing to me. It's just my artistic pursuits that make me feel kind of vague right now. I think I should look for new inspiration in other mediums, or something. I need something to help me evolve further as a person, but I just don't