Jess Jas

Love with passion, Love with fear, Love with emotion, love with tear
Feelings consume me, I feel so small, Empty inside, I'm nothing at all
how can I be empty, with feelings so strong
Feeling invisible, This has to be wrong
strive for perfection, just to let myself down
expecting too much from others, it gets me down
Does someone understand this constant need for attention
Its never enough, and It feels like rejection
Today I am me, tomorrow I'll be you
There's never a day, when things seem true
I'm up and I'm down, I'm here and I'm there
Constantly burning, constantly yearning.
I drive my self insane from the inside out
My whole life is defined by fear and doubt
The day will come, and I know I'll break free
I wait for the day, when it's ok to be me.

I haven't really written anything in so many years.
I think I am going to start doing at least one everyday, and see how far I can go with it and improve.