Jackdaw

Such a beautiful little orchid flower....

I know that it is just fun, to you, and that you mean no harm.

But you dont know, how much it torments me.



You dont know the memories it brings back.
The memories I want to die, the memories I want to crumble, and blow away gently away on the wind. How much I want to be whole, how much I want to....

Two consenting adults. Two friends, who care for one another. Who only mean for a bit of fun.



All those years ago.

Oh god.





....What did you do to me?