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[FONT=Comic Sans MS][SIZE=5]Without You[/SIZE][/FONT]


[FONT=Comic Sans MS]I want to live in a world
without feeling
where love is just a chemical reaction
Where coincidence is random and has no meaning
Where compassion is just a mechanism
To keep the young protected
Until they can fend for themselves
And falls away to justice
Where one law rules
Void of chaos
Where sleep is just to heal the body ...

As always, it sadly seems, I can be so slow.
Part of this is a rampant Fi (no, this is not some new sex toy) that wont allow the hurt of others to penetrate through my own pain.

A week or so back a dear friend expressed herself and shared her situation with me. I knew there was something in what she was telling me. Connections were being made and emotions were being stirred. I was not a good place when my friend shared this and I think I got the message but missed the point. ...

It's funny how Life works, especially if there are no accidents or coincidences.
Like landing on a rainy day to constant images of planes skidding off runways going through your head. I suppose there is nothing weird about this, unless it's something you never do because you think if you did, you would activate the laws of attraction and increase it's chances of it happening.
So, is it an accident that 15 minutes before I am looping these uncharactheristic thoughts , a plane slid off ...

( This Blog is a Tribute to Arclight)

I am not who I was.
I am not yet who I am going to be.
I am who I am.

I move backward to go forward.
I move forward to go backward.
I break even, for now.
But tomrrow I move ahead...Warp speed

See??
Bending light.

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I wasn't sure about posting this one to my blog..
I have been blocked for almost 2 months.. unable or unwilling to deal with certain feelings..
I felt almost dead inside.
Then this.. just kinda came out
It's a purge of sorts.. even if I feel sad again..
better sad than what I had been feeling of late

[B]Hibiscus

[/B]My life as a Flower

What if I washed away
the dirt and stench that clung to me
I would be a flower ...