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I think im finally moving on from my SP addiction. my last two girlfriends were SP, and my now ex best friend was too. they're so exciting, and have allot to teach me about life, but...... I kind of just need someone my species to chill with right now. I miss my N friends
im having a hard time finding any HEALTHY NFs to hangout with. even some NTs would bs a relief fright now but they're nowhere to be found.....
well... the fast didnt work out. guess as long as im hittin a blunt, food will be soon to follow. but I did at least gain contol of my appetite so im shedding all the weight I gained when I started smoking. yay
i fucked up pretty bad last time. so i'mma try a fast again starting today. just liquids. living situation:
i've come to the unfortunate conclusion that i hate the old woman i'm staying with. i find her very existence detestable, and i'm thinking about moving back in with my family.
i'm starting a water fast.
i need to be accountable so i don't fail. the longest i've ever done is a nine day milk fast. i hope to pass it or at least match it so i will be checking in on here everyday and if i can when i get hungry.
i just changed from one hotel to another, and i've got this thought going through my head.
i feel more at home in airports, hotels, and in the sky than anywhere else. and i'm not trying to be deep or anything. i really do just feel "right" in them. i also need to move from one to another, or else i feel trapped.
maybe it's because i've been moving around so much. like i've lost that sense of where i am supposed to be. (i don't like the way that sounds. it sounds