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I took DMT for the first time tonight. It was also the first time I've used trip sitters, but I'm glad I did. By the end of the five minute intense portion of my trip I just wanted to hold someone else's hand in comfort. As the fleeting fear that I may be the only awareness in the universe for a while arose. With this I longed for separateness, I longed for time, and space. I also came back to my body/Ego consciousness with a great overwhelming Love for the totality of existence in this current reality. It's crazy how you can spiral back around and view something totally different. Separateness is such a beautiful gift. I'm so glad to have the gift of ego. I'm grateful to be an individual, just as much as I value having other individuals to interact with. So, Thank you all for being.