the thread that turned to blog status.
by, 05-04-2010 at 11:07 PM (501 Views)
I find I tend to and feel obligated to overly respond to many posts...
like I can't help myself.
it's like I don't think anyone is going to fully understand where I am coming from so I overcompensate and just blahb on about it, repeating my one thought multiple times in many different ways.
partly due to the fact I don't want to be misunderstood and there are a lot of questions in my head that I feel I always have to ask or get others opinions about.
the questions I have about human nature are limitless and I think being on this website has helped me uncover a lot about myself and other people in general.
I think I feel a bit jealous sometime that carl jung figured all this stuff out and started creating his own system for the outside world, although more fantastical and less scientific than his I think I used to have my own way of classifying people in my life, I felt it was almost necessary to understand all the things I feel like I could never understand about everyone else.
I get closer every day to making a real and honest connection with the aspects of myself and of others.
one day I will get there but until then I must keep on trying, and not really trying, but just doing, doing what comes naturally to me, do for others what makes them happy and what they enjoy, looking for that partner to complete me, for I truly believe deep in my heart that we are meant to find that person that completes us.
and that is honestly all that I am sure of at this time.
I know that all relationships are important, even the negative ones and that humanity is good, and although can seem bad or take the wrong path, I understand people on this path are blinded and just as a puppy spends the first couple of years in this state, eventually their eyes will open and they will see as others with open eyes can see.
maybe I am just imagining or dreaming out loud, but I think there is really something unique and special about the human race and it's unique location within the rest of life itself. sometimes we forget we are more of the guiding teaching force, rather than the force TO be guided. I think that that is one of the mistakes we make. that and not letting others make their mistakes, knowing that once knowledge is felt, it is achieved and cannot be reversed, nor will we want to reverse it, we will only see the path before us and desire that road, know that road, and the discoveries of future roads upon it.
totally got off topic there.
maybe I was meant to write this for someone, maybe me, anywho...
ever feel you have to adjust to the wrongs of others peoples ideas...
who am I kidding. this is way too long for a thread.
(cocky accent) going into the blog section.