into the mirror
by, 05-31-2010 at 12:40 AM (423 Views)
to the lion- in my dreams I will paint the sky, I will type through time. find you and breathe you into me, see you take me with you and into the next, what comes and goes into the night.
I ramble through some thoughts and drible out my exsistential timeframe, waiting to find what I never knew exsisted.
please refrain from killing me.
I cannot tame a beast so strong and golden bright. laughing through all the moments I have had and will never feel again...
for the dead scream into the night with a blinded voice that doesn't see and only tells a story that is not it's own.
to the swan- sacred steward flew in from the city, she tries to see me walking but can only witness floating, to break down walls, doors, and windows, I have witnessed this house of my mind before, but only briefly as a side-stealing theif takes control, but you always bring it back, when i am helpless and lost, always loosing what you try to train me to hold onto.
to the nothingness-
I want you to come back again.
come into my life again, I am nothing without you and you can only know me when I am about you.
I stumble on my eyboard thinking of you and what you do, oh sweet everlasting truth and beauty could never come close when not all but this beauty exsists in my mind.
the only sound is that of a slow reverberating laugh of a clown who knows nothing.
to the priestess of time- dark haired angel from my dreams, mother I have never had, you curse me with visions and secrets beyond a place I forgot.
I missed the times when we would train in the forest and you would teach me about the people in the village.
I never knew anyone more wise.
to be with you and next to you is the greatest treasure I will never feel.
I love you extreamly.
to a point that I would almost do anything.
I know we are connected.
strange but true, I love you.
my fallen city. I destroyed so long ago.
when you return I will be able to transform your mountains into peaks of wonder, just abandon what you seek and all will be wonder, sweet mountains of wonder.
and to the citizens of within, I know I still have much to learn from you. I wish to be there every step of the way but you force me out.
and to my darkness that has joined me and been with me for some time. goodnight, may we continue to battle in our dreams and may you contiinue to teach me the mysteries of the world as I see it.
lastly to the princess- thank you for having the courage to define me, when no one else belives they can possess that power and strength, you surely are impervious to burns.