A Chapter in My Life - What might have been..
by, 04-22-2012 at 02:31 PM (236 Views)
So there's this girl.. I'm attracted to her. I don't don't mean so much in a visual way, though she is pretty, but I'm attracted to "her". She's fun and happy but not in a shallow way. That whole aspect of her seems to hide a depth that she keeps to herself. We talk, but it's usually very surface level teasing and joking. Our environment doesn't allow for anything more. We work together. I used to work nearby and we interacted on occasion like that. I didn't consider the possibility of it becoming something because again our work environment wasn't conducive for such, but the possibility of us spending time together came up and it caused me to rethink how I felt about her. I mean, I knew I enjoyed talking to her but I didn't really think about it much further than that until then. I wish I would have considered it sooner. Just when we had begun to make plans and talked on a more personal level the whole thing imploded on itself due to reasons beyond my control. I got moved to her workplace and now I'm her boss.. Some friends said I shouldn't have let that stop me but I take my responsibility to the people I'm responsible for very seriously and I can't compromise my integrity in their eyes. So passes another moment of what might have been. So goes another chapter in my life..