Feelings

Not exactly the most earth-shattering revelation, but I now see/understand how "success" is accomplished. IMO, a series of ordinary actions done consistently can result in extraordinary outcomes. If you have any big goal/objective, how do you accomplish it? Every day, you put in a few hours. It's hard to fail, or be bad at something, if you're diligently putting in a few hours every day to work at it. You can become good at virtually anything.

Emotional alignment to feel motivated/inspired ...

First big step: passing level 2 of the CFA
CHECK MOTHERFUCKER, CHECK. Obsessed over this for 4.5 months.

Step 2: Take the Emergency Medical Responder 3-week course. This is happening in July. I register and purchase textbooks tomorrow.

Step 3: Fly down to Ohio and bone the internet girlfriend :D

Step 4: Volunteer at something, for professional letters of reference.

Step 5: Starting October, start studying for level 3 of the CFA. I am planning ...

I feel so lazy. I want to be lazy. I need to be lazy, for some time. I need to rest and recharge.

I'm itching to get back on the horse. I need some small projects to work on.

I am becoming human again. The come down is gradual. It doesn't happen right away. When the mind is conditioned to operate at a very high level of alertness and diligence, it takes some time to learn to relax again. The Feelings just peaked to perform at his intellectual peak. Now it is time to rebalance and take time to be human.