DJArendee

Standing on the highway watching people come and go.

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DJArendee
, 01-04-2012 at 05:53 PM (683 Views)
One thing I'm starting to learn as life goes on.

People come and go. Best friends enter your life, and then they leave it when they move elsewhere. After standing on a highway of so many trusted close friends made, to watch them come and go in my life, I'm starting to understand why its so much easier for ISTP's to just move off into the mountains and live by themselves. Any time I move to a new area, there is this large weedout process where I make sharp comments toward everyone I meet. I make a lot of enemies, but I also make a lot of best friends almost instantly. The problem comes when I all these guys move on in life to do other things and I'm left alone once again. Friends get married and their wives get in the way... friends move out of state... friends move to other countries...

Its why I don't do one night stands... I don't go to strip clubs... I don't meet women at bars... I get attached too fast, and the inevitable detatchment afterward is too painful to deal with. Why bother? Get away from me. Everyone is a threat.

I spent 3 weeks completely by myself in this house. I talked to myself. I never got lonely, in fact, I had a blast. I just don't get it. I want to live in a community where I get to know everyone, and no one leaves. That's why I come to personality cafe, but even then, members come and go. Either this is life, and I need to just learn to keep pushing forward, or maybe there is that community that's just for me.
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  1. word's Avatar
    you are right DJ Arendee , you are right.
    Well I was surprised you left the personality café
    And I think that you were not their for group of people put only for your self… and that’s not being selfish but its true that no one knows us for the real person we are and also no one knows ourselves better than us.. so who ever you meet in life .. it will for time and they may leave as you did left, and as you are in this life there are also others who are just like you..
    Before I join personality café I saw the youtube created by you about ISTP . and I liked them because I get to know ISTP in more close way… thanks a lot for that..
  2. Tenshi_rdk's Avatar
    Wow man... thats so HURTFULLY true. I also attach fast. I lost 3 close friends in one shot when I was forced to move back to my country. The kicker is that 2 of them came back with me and only like 4 miles away, but they told me that they dont want me around because of their faith. And I'm in the process of losing yet another friend due to his girlfriend thats in the way. Im basically a GHOUL on internet looking for answer as to WHAT and WHY im chasing people away. It really hurts me and they don't even know it.

    I get waves of being alone that is nice, but for the last 2 years I found no fun in my hobbies and like I said obessed about trying to find out whats wrong with me.
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