DJArendee

Something I've come to learn about myself. A lot of my favorite music symbolizes a powerful destructive being searching for innocence.

So lets take Bryan El's "Solaris" for example:

[video=youtube;hwkUdu0FUDM]http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hwkUdu0FUDM[/video]

As the song plays, you can imagine a Giant plucking a flower. One of my favorite scenes in a movie came from the neverending story when the rock biter says "they look like, big, good, strong hands... don't they?"

[video=youtube;s0VxGRWPh28]http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=s0VxGRWPh28[/video]

Even in the book I'm writing, the main character was resurrected into a cybernetic body designed for future war and destruction, but his inner conflict is that he doesn't view himself as a destructive person and can't bring himself to harm people. All my life I've felt this way. I'm not exactly sure why. I'm not the largest person but I have in the past made people cry from things I say, and I've asked several people if they find me intimidating, usually because my eye contact alone turns people away as it often looks hateful when I don't mean it to be. Much like bigfoot yelling "pretty kitty!" and chasing a cat scaring it away.