Black Hole Heart
by, 06-14-2012 at 09:34 PM (107 Views)
Where do I begin...I am depressed. I have lost hope for love. I can't see the future more than two feet in front of my face. I have tried to self cure by getting more sunshine, taking vitamins, exercising til i can't move, eating...nothing helps. I am lonely and without a true friend in the world. I want to scream into the silence until it breaks and someone talks to me in a deep way. I am in a bubble...a black hole fills my heart. I feel empty and daydream of compassionate eyes and rescuing hands...arms that will hold me so tight that it squeezes the emptiness right out of me with passionate love from a man strong enough to love when his lady is broken. A man strong enough to suffer to love me. Maybe there is no such thing until heaven. I want to hear real life love stories from real people to reprogram my wants and needs to match reality. I don't want to be disappointed anymore. Will someone tell me what realistic love really is like from your experience of it?