Life

I was born in New York State 1987 to my mother 2 months after her 17th birthday. I don't really remember much until I was about 4. My earliest memories include riding a motorcycle with my biological father who walked out when I was 5. I also remember playing with his girlfriends kids at the time on a skateboard. Around this time in my life ((approx 4)), I also encountered a moment I would have wished I didn't remember. For a long time it haunted me, until 12 years later when I finally first told ...

In the past I've taken the MBIT test in various short and long forms on the internet. Over time I have came to agree with the INFP result I always seem to get. Even though after I get to know someone I can be extroverted at times, even sillyishly immature and obnoxious-but that could be the part of me that wants to be liked and trying to use humor to impress.
I haven't blogged in a while but this seems like a good site to try that again...so we'll see what happens. God willing in future posts ...

Moon & sea, alone & glistening.
Reflections of the emptiness, inside, that fills
But does not complete.

Desire trapped
Between the past, and the knowing,
Between the heartbeats.
Unrealised. Destroyed.
Resurrected each quiet moment.

The silent hours do not still the shouting of my heart.
Unwanted dreams echo,
Ever louder in the dark.

I think I just had a break from writing blogs and now it'd be the time to write something. Perhaps I shall write about my second year studying media technology in this university.

Our week schedule is not actually totally filled, it's like an easy start (not instantly killing us with a lot of work and lessons.) I had a quite interesting feeling after couple of days, it felt like that I didn't ever had those summer holidays, well I suppose I didn't have enough days to just relax and ...

It has almost been a year since I have been on here and I cannot believe how much has changed. The world has changed, my perspective has changed...and I believe that somehow everything will be okay. A year ago I was a broken walking tragedy and now I have found my feet again. More than ever I know who I am and for the first time in my life I have the strength to cling to the self truths that I have discovered.
I realize that as the tides of life pass these feelings may change, much like ...