Yup. Cockroaches. Outside kind: Palmetto, big: I made myself deal with it--got to the point where I touched them. That worked, and I didn't freak out all the time, which is great because in San Diego, certain wet sections, there are so many--and they come inside when it's cold.
HYE written a letter of apology to someone, or gone in face-to-face to say you were sorry for taking a mood out on them?