Can't have it
by, 06-06-2010 at 07:54 PM (515 Views)
I want it more then anything on earth. But it seems that it is never meant for me to have it. I crave it by day and I crave it by night. Yet I do not have. I see other people have and yet I do not have.
The only reason I can see is that God says no. To want but never to recieve is very difficult. To crave without the fulfillment is torture. Yet God says no.
I see it and I can almost touch it but I can never grasp it. I can never hold it in my arms and nuture it. I am not allowed to have it.
Others have it and love it. I look upon them with deep longing to have too. They are happy with it and I am happy for them. But I can't have it. I can't have it and I want it.
The light from it I imagine would be so bright and warm. I would give such meaning to life. I would heal the sick and make sadness into joy. But I can't have it. I can't have it.