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by , 04-01-2017 at 09:36 PM (142 Views)
Yesterday until this morning, i hangout with this ESTP guy who i met at one karaoke bar and whom i once brought with me in the church. And when the church girls asked where and when did we meet, i told, just yesterday at a bar xD He looks like a bad guy actually. xD *i think they wonder why im with that guy lol*
Okay, so, we hangout again. But this time, we hangout on Saturday. It's in a boring park. Joke. not boring at all. xD Park with lots of flowers for Sakura viewing. Im not actually excited. My mind was like, *dang. i would rather bungee jump again* but! my worse expectations were ruined. The park was actually nice, and its my first time seeing a Sakura. And then, i made the ESTP guy answered MBTI via humanmetrics.com and he got ENFP!!! hahahahahahah! i was surprised he's actually an ENFP! He's not very talkative you know, and he's into lots of sports, etc., mechanical engr.. Thats why i thought he's an ESTP. Yeah. xD
Then i also rode a horse on that fucking park. xD it's awesome, i missed riding a horse. We rode on a horse where the lined up people are kids. That's japanese english. xD There. Mah mah desu. so-so. xD i really hate day time you know, im very sleepy during daytime. We actually met at 13:00. So, i drank lots of coffee before and after because i wanna be alive xD
Then, we already roamed around the boring park for couples. but were not couples. xD He actually have a girlfriend. LDR. He and her gf was already 5 years. So, im not looking for a romantic bullshit, that's why were only friends. and that's perfect for me. ;D
Okay, after the boring park, we went to izakaya, the drinking bar where people stand. I didnt know that my voice is loud because the japanese people who is beside us is always i dont know, telling us to tone down our voice? Then.. On our side, one drunk japanese accidentally hit our table. But good thing, he paid for our orders. xD we already ordered alot and he paid it all. xD
Then, we bar hop and my ENFP friend was so fucking friendly, he made friend with a japanese old man on the next bar and that man gave us free drinks. xD so, we got freebies again. xD but the friendliness has gotten deeper that the old man added us in LINE. and, we tell them were not couples thats why the old man get my number lol. xD
Then, we proceed to go home already. we rode the train BUT we rode a different way. xD Weve gone too far and im already drunk. xD We stop immediately on the next train station and since im already drunk, i let him looked for our way out. But its already late and we went to the LOVE HOTEL! xD its actually funny, because i always joke my another friend that i badly want to go to a love hotel with my next bf.. But well, i have slept already in a LOVE HOTEL with my guy friend! xD
Im so fucking drunk i just wash my face and brush my teeth then immediately went to the bed and sleep.
Then after 6 hours? I woke up. xD i thought im already naked. but NOPE. :)
Im really fucking amazed xD
Like, my first impression on that guy was like he's an ESTP. :) and he's a playboy. and he's stupid. xD *why am i dating him anyways lol* *for fun*
Okay, i found during our drinking session, that he's actually a very matured person. He doesnt look like it, he's actually 27yo already. And he told me a lot of things about life. :) and were on the same page. I guess he's an ENFP afterall. :D His mentality is very matured you know. XD
Then, he didnt take advantage of me when we went to the Love hotel. :)
Im really happy that i met that person. :)


Joke. I checked my phone. i got a fucking video with him. lol. xD on the train. im really fucking embarassing. xD


i wanna be a lesbian.

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  2. atamagasuita's Avatar
    Quote Originally Posted by StalksEveryone

    Wahahahahahhahahahahhaha!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Dang right?! Hahahahahahhahahahahha
  3. StalksEveryone's Avatar
    Your story made me sad.

    You have such a positive outlook. I'm impressed.
  4. atamagasuita's Avatar
    Quote Originally Posted by StalksEveryone
    Your story made me sad.

    You have such a positive outlook. I'm impressed.
    Aww why does it make u sad? Because i wasn't get fucked?!
    Lol. I don't wanna get fucked. I mean i don't like the guy seriously speaking
  5. StalksEveryone's Avatar
    Is that a serious question? Lol

    No I'm not at all saddened by your missed opportunity for humping and bumping.

    It just seemed as though you were hoping for something real. Instead you found yourself to be his dirty little secret. Not even dirty little secret because nothing happened.

    I guess I'm being sympathetic because I recently got heartbroken by a woman I thought could be the one. Then I discovered I was somewhere between bf#2 and secret lover.

    She had a boyfriend or something that whole three months. It was a terrible feeling.
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  6. atamagasuita's Avatar
    Quote Originally Posted by StalksEveryone
    Is that a serious question? Lol

    No I'm not at all saddened by your missed opportunity for humping and bumping.

    It just seemed as though you were hoping for something real. Instead you found yourself to be his dirty little secret. Not even dirty little secret because nothing happened.

    I guess I'm being sympathetic because I recently got heartbroken by a woman I thought could be the one. Then I discovered I was somewhere between bf#2 and secret lover.

    She had a boyfriend or something that whole three months. It was a terrible feeling.
    Nope I'm not really hoping. I'm not even yet ready for love yet.
    Because when i was still taken i got depressed. Now that I'm single again I'm happy again.. And free. And my self esteem got high again.
    So i just thought relationship wasn't really good for me. I don't wanna be depressed and i don't want my self esteem to be low again. :/
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