Aelthwyn

Boredom. I rarely feel bored. There are far too many interesting things to think about and/or do, so boredom is rarely a problem. Yet on rare occasions I find myself in a state like boredom, although I think it is a little different from what is commonly thought of as 'boredom'. It's not nothing to do, but that nothing is engaging. It's the state where you reeeeeeeeeeeeally desperately want to do SOMETHING, but although you can think of a million things you normally want to do, somehow in this moment everything leaves you feeling 'meh'. It's a state where you just can't muster up any care or interest or focus on anything, where things that you were itching to do yesterday you suddenly don't care about, where everything that looks promising when you start it very quickly repells your attention. This is exceedingly annoying.