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So it's been a while.

Self-improvement has been a huge focus for me this summer.

I come from an emotionally/verbally abusive household. It has affected my interactions with people. I noticed a pattern between behavior I would tolerate and exhibit from/with family and those I called friends.

It's hard realizing what you were going through, and it's much harder to realize that you sometimes unconsciously reflect that same behavior that was shown to you, or ...

I paraphrase...

"You know what Jen? Just take them. If you are gonna make that big of a stink over them, then just take them. But I want you to know something. When I moved out and wasn't living here, I wanted to take those with me, but I didn't. And you wanna know why?...SHUT UP DAD! I'M NOT TALKING TO YOU!!!!! THIS BETWEEN ME AND JEN!!!!!! I didn't take them because I was thinking of you. I thought that maybe my sister would want to use them in my abcense, so I left them for ...

This past week has been rife with egregious experiences and I am pleased to say that at the very least, I was able to use them for observation and personal growth. I've had four days off work this week, which, as it turns out, I desperately needed. I haven't been back even a full two days yet and I'm already feeling the itch to leave again. My 6ness has been very evident this week as I have been in need to defend myself against the multiple attacks of others, so I took these oppertunities to make ...

Just gave my granny the MBTI test. Not the one on this site. It's an 80 question "Sometimes, Always, Never" type test. She turned out to be equally divided between E and I. The rest of her MBTI is SFP. :D So she's E/ISFP. I thought the description was pretty accurate. Tomorrow I'll have my Grandpa take it. I know he's a J. I'm fairly divided in my thinking of which he is for the other letters. I'll just have to wait and see.... I hate waiting.

Your love meant everything to me
Now it's gone, lost forever
Lost in the endless blackness
Disappeared into the endless void

I never meant to hurt you
I never meant to make you cry
Please don't forget me
Remember me until the day we die

My heart broke the day I left you
It still hurts knowing you're gone
The memories are hard to deal with
Our lives were ripped apart

Time and space separate ...