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[From the INFP "let it all out" thread]

So this past week I've been with my ex-P.E. teacher and other teenagers at the JEMG, an annual multi-sports competition between cities in our state. We stayed, ate and slept at a school, had practically no internet or TV access besides a few people with laptops, and explored the city a bit too. I admit that while at first I was eager to go, as last Sunday crept up I was getting more and more anxious, not wanting to leave the comfort ...

ok so i have a cousin and she is like my sister and i really love her ....through her i met this guy and he is a little bit older than me (i am 16 he is 20) it is a 4 years difference. He has a lot of the same interests as me and at first i just thought of him as part of the family and a very good friend. Later on as the year passed i got to know him better and finally fell in love with him. He also liked me too so that was a very good feeling except we are not dating because he is overage and i ...

[B][U]rambling thought prelude
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Belonging is sweet & constricting and also-- necessary.
Love is conditional--- and freeing.
But they do not have to be opposed to originality & being true to yourself.

That is a false idea
Coming from internal insecurity and need
That because we fear inadequacy, we believe we must change the important bits and focus on the other-ness we don't understand and incorporate it into us, to focus on ...

I'm itching to get back on the horse. I need some small projects to work on.

I am becoming human again. The come down is gradual. It doesn't happen right away. When the mind is conditioned to operate at a very high level of alertness and diligence, it takes some time to learn to relax again. The Feelings just peaked to perform at his intellectual peak. Now it is time to rebalance and take time to be human.