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... im always flying just under the radar
needing so much more, but knowing
its not worth the attention it would bring
walking thru life like a shadow...a ghost
can i haunt you please? maybe you will see me out of the corner of your eye
every once in a while....
you need not trouble yourself with me, im barely a thought
just a figment of some nightmare
unseen...

If you haven't gone for a month without drinking in your life, I highly recommend it. I have almost completed my first ever alcohol free month since I turned 21. I have been doing more, seeing more, and thinking more. It has been disturbingly enlightening.
With this new found awareness, I have taken in the good things with more exuberance but also observing the bad. I noticed when watching television, you will see someone drinking within ten minutes. All mainstream music is about getting ...

Originally Posted by Grace Strong Spellmann

Hi guys :)
Another article I'm writing for a local Colorado magazine is about men (ages 18-45) who prefer to live with multiple roommates. If you would like to contribute to my article and help me understand better the "frat" life style, I would really appreciate it! Please include your first name and age when you respond. What to think about when answering: how many current roommates do you or have you lived with? More than one? If just one, why is that preferable? If more than

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Leaving mints on the pillows of the people who call me friend.
I never was, and I've never been sorry for it.
I'm a liar and I'm only selfless for selfishness' sake.
Someone told me "At least you're aware."
I didn't have a thing to say. I've always been aware, but the tiny screwdriver to fix this monacle sits dusty in my knapsack, the paradox of an indentation's let it sleep comfortably within me.
If I let it lie stagnant I'm comfortable, and I'll only be ...

Pick apart
The pieces of your heart
And let me peer inside
Let me in
Where only your thoughts have been
Let me occupy your mind
As you do mine
You have lost
Too much love
To fear, doubt and distrust
(It’s not enough)
You just threw away the key
To your heart
You don’t get burned
(’Cause nothing gets through)
It makes it easier
(Easier on you)
But that much more difficult for me ...