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What doesn't kill you makes you...

i don't know if this i right thing to do but i just want to say what 's in my mind..

First of all i want to introduce myself, my name is chira, 20 years old, and from philippines.

if your going to ask what i am look like i just answer you a simple sentence, i am fat, and i know this is all my fault for eating to much, and i really suffer emotional pain because of my body.

during childhood i didn't care to what other people say to me, of course they called me ...

i don't know if this i right thing to do but i just want to say what 's in my mind..

First of all i want to introduce myself, my name is chira, 20 years old, and from philippines.

if your going to ask what i am look like i just answer you a simple sentence, i am fat, and i know this is all my fault for eating to much, and i really suffer emotional pain because of my body.

during childhood i didn't care to what other people say to me, of course they called me ...

Incisively I bleed buckets in close quarters
I am attacked sometmes with punctures, profusely shedding in open view
Other times I'm hit with trauma, injuries unbeknownst to you
Piercing pain securely hidden in the confines of the skin
Anxious tremors behind curtains, catastrophe within
Though I am stoic stone upon the surface, black and cold as coal
Inside I am a diamond smothered, buried in the hole
All this bleeding from within seems to spew and have no ...

In the last 20 years, I have been in love 3 times.

My ex wife I know not what I loved, and the good things are purged from my memories by the raging inferno of miscommunications, lies, and acrid words. She is alive, my children love her, and that is what I need to know of her.

The relationship with T started with Respect. We were a partnership, she was my peer, and we were both wounded souls. Together we grew, and healed, and raised teens. Together we complemented each ...