Does anyone else feel like they live their life in their head and they have nothing to account for in real life?
I feel like all I do is dream and desire. I have no tangible accomplishments, all I have accomplished is setting myself up for disappointment, creating a dreamworld in my head and then being disappointed when I realize that it's never possible. I was trying to fill out scholarships today, and I couldn't find a single one that I met the requirements for. So many of them require things community service, extra-curricular activities, sports involvement, and I have none of those. I just sit inside my head all day, accomplishing nothing that 'matters.' Every attempt I actually make at trying to do something gets quickly shot down, I have no willpower at all. I 'want' to do so many things, but never actually do them. If something takes a lot of work and practice, I quickly shy away. I am impatient, and it seems like the only hobby I can truly enjoy to the fullest is photography because there is a direct result and I don't have to wait around for the final result.
Is there a way to help put myself to better use? I can has help? :]